Shelby's New Room

So I needed to redecorate Shelby's room because keeping it the way it was when she was here was just helping me have a place to mourn and break down. So we turned it back into the office and put all the baby stuff (except for things I just couldn't put away) in storage. But it will always be Shelby's room.

This picture hung in one of the sleeping rooms in the PICU waiting room and while we were there I fell in love with it, so my mom being the best mom ever found it for Shelby and gave it to her for her one month birthday.

This is a picture of the first time i was able to hold Shelby and these are the cards from her baby shower.

These are some of our favorite pictures and sayings that we love.

Sorry this is kind of a bad picture, but this is the portrait my brother drew, we love it! It hangs in our living room. Thanks again Aaron!

So yeah it's still a very special room to us. We love her so much and the only word that I can come up with that some what describes how I feel is ache, I ache to hold, touch, kiss, snuggle and just to have her again. And we know that we will have her again, we just have to wait and be worthy of her.